haas... two days nv post le.. nth much also.. chate wiit my sisterx on the frieday nite we took some photo.. waiting jenise to up load.. her lappy is down.. but she say there is some one hack her msn account.. so this few days if we saw jenise online.. dun too trust the person.. but maybe really is jenise na.. haas.. we chat abt private hair=_=".. haas.. such a weird topic.. haas.. then tok abt why guy watch porn is normal and ladies are not.. haas... jaselyn do one card for me.. so happy.. but haven see yet.. cuz at jasmine house.. i put at her bag.. forget to take.. heess. sry ya baobei..

yst went out wit james, hafiz, ah wei, alvin and si xian.. not really happy tat day.. haiz... then i meet jasmine go home together.. then chat wit her at her void deck.. my mood went back after chatting wit her.. she says tat ah hong, pin hwee, yong qiang, li hao and zi keng is more better then alvin they all.. cuz they got send b'day msg to me, but alvin they all not.. ah hong yongqiang they all got ask wanna meet to accompany me to celebrate my b'day ma.. but alvin they o juz ask wanna meet anot nia..haas.. but i closer wit alvin they all leis...

hmmmm today nth much yeah... cook breakfast for family eat.. then us computer lo.. tats all... take care ya ppl... haas...

haas. yst my b'day.. the first person who sms me happy birthday is yong qiang then jasmine, jenise, seetha, dbah, angel, jaselyn, somtip, hui fang, hwee lin and pin hwee.. haas.. ah hong use msn to say happy b'day.. alvin, ah song, hafiz and james use shake hand de... haas... i go meet alvin ah song and james.. james friend come along.. got xin hui, ah wei and bla bla bla... haas... yst nv meet my sisterx 184 coz onli friday they then look free.. we meeting at my void deck to nite... jaselyn cum after her check-up. then jasmine cum after her work.. then jenise i not sure she go wher but she will go hm bath eat then come down.. jocelyn not coming,, she wk at bugis till 10pm.. haas.. jennifer not sure comming anot.. she got to chiong her project.. yst nv receive any pressie.. cuz i tell then i dun wanna receive any pressie.. aldoh i lyk pressie na. but i scare tat they dunno wat to buy.. ltr headach.. haas.. so no nid buy pressie.. save money.. haas.. ts all for today.. update ltr...

yeah tml is my 19th b'day le... hahahx... im fine wit alvin le.. haas.. soulmate ma.. wher can quarrel till dun wan to say sorry.. haas.
yst went out wit james and alvin after sch.. james look diffrent then last tym.. change alot liao.. he nw NS.. one month pay $800.. its quite high.. normally the pay is $400+..... long tym nv contect him le.. since last year.. haas.. quite happy go out wit him.. he tok many rubbish nonsence.. haas.. but entertained.. haas. alvin and him tok abt their last tym... gang tym.. haas.. but they change liao hor... after tat we go 369 to have a drink.. then go shopping.. then he go buy a box tat wan to put present.. is for si xian de ba.. haas. he treat her nice.. not bad ah... haas.. then jiu go home lor... today reach sch at 9.30am.. wear slipper go sch.. pin hwee yong qiang they all say wanna together wear.. so we all wear lor.. when teacher saw us wear slipper.. he juz look lyk his high blood pressure went till very high..[juz a example]... then he ask us go for break, 10am then cum up.. after break we go class for compare test result answer.. then can go hm liao=.=..... it juz took abt 45min liddat.. after tat jiu can go home liao le lei.. lyk my sch juz nx to my house^^"......... then went to yishun new shopping mall walk walk .. then go lan shop spent tym.. they play onli la.. i nv play.. dun lyk outside computer.. haas.. guai ka.. haas..then juz went home lyk tat lo.. tats all for today.. happy b'day advance to my self.. wahhahaha...

Let post some last tym photo^^"


those wire i banded in my sch lap..
apologise card i help ah hong draw..

dong mei's hp pouch.. haas.

present tat i gave to awi^^

boring, chat outside cussie house stairs. then burn newspaper.. hees

chalet CAUTION!

beer tat we drink at chalet..

rainy day.. selling unbrella in class..[classmates's unbrella] haas..

nwtf nice.. haas..

one part of my gan ma cake..

nice?? i luk.. but not mine.. haas..

invitation card frm my aiiaii..

tawn near pin hwee house.. play poker till boring. then pin hwee done tis..

took tat on one part of the yishun.. other ppls car..

CWP one shop's bear..

the same car..

my aiiaii.. haas..

copyright photo frm jing tings friendster. then i edit it..

书本让知识有了重量。 电话让语言有了重量。 相片然回忆有了重量。 信纸让思念有了重量。 戒指让承诺有了重量。只是你知道吗？ 从喜欢上你那一刻， 我的爱开始有了重量。

yst went to chinatown wit my sis.. while in the MRT i saw somtip.. haas.. my sis wanna go there for something=.=... then we go have our lunch, we ate cheese sussage prata.. wtf nice man... and full.. haas. then we walk to HSA [Health Sciences Authority] to donate blood.. tis is my first tym donating blood.. then fill in the form. after tat got doctor check our health.. then.. go to counter 5 to check our blood enough iron anot. the person use a very fast and not pain way to poke my finger to let the blood drop in to the dunno wtf water.. if sink means enough iron.. haas.. then jiu go in for blood donate.. its quite fast and not pain.. some more ear pircing is more pian then blood donate.. haas.. wtf i become a blood donor.. yeah yeah.. diaoz~.. after donated. we jiu walk to hospital to visit my mom..



then i msg alvin in the 1pm plus.. we plan to meet at 6pm at cwp.. so after visit my mom, is abt 4pm le.. i wanna take bus to cwp[is a long trip].. so i walk all the way to the mrt[the weather is dam wtf hot] take 961 all the way to cwp.. i juz sat at the bus abt 15min liddat.. dunno wtf weather is tat, suddenly rain lyk hell.. then alvin msg and ask me to call zi song and hafiz to meet.. zi song say cannot go out, dunno wat happen. then hafiz say tired after work.. so i msg alvin tat ah song and hafiz not coming.. he nv reply.. nvm den.. when i reach cwp is abt 5.55pm.. the rain stop le.. i msg him again.. say tst i reach le.. he nv reply oso.. then i keep waiting at cavana behind.. is abt 6.30 liddat. i msg him again.. say are euu comming?? why so long.. zi shong hafiz nit comming.. again, he nv reply... then i call him 2 tyms, he never answer.. nvm i wait and wait and wait.. im hungry tat tym.. feel wanna wait till he come then go eat together.. but no respond.. is about 7pm i cant wait le.. then i msg him say i dun wanna meet liao.. 7.30pm he then reply.. say 'sorry i fall asleep'.... i heard tis more angry.. i reply him say.. wa... then nx tym euu meet me then i go sleep let euu wait lor'.. then he reply me' if you really wan to so xiao qi then next time don't meet lor. just now raining some more how you expect me to go out? already say sorry you wan accept or not up to you. and i dun like your attitude. you change liao'... then i reply' dun meet dun meet lor. by the way when i reach the rain stop le. and wat kind of attitude i have show euu frm last tym.. you are the one who change.. even ah song and hafiz oso feel lyk tis.euu stead wit si xian why wanna lie to me lei?'... then he reply' ok lor. since you say like tis, suits you.. ah song noe my character, and tis my real character. as wat i said, you dun really noe me. past few days coz im sick and whatever you all gossip abt me changing, up to you all ok'.. i replyed' watever!!'... then he reply' sorry for juz now. i will do soul searching[mind refreshing]... same goes to you... ... tats all for today..

1. Who's the person tat tagged euu?

- sharon


2. Relationshit between euu and her?

-aiiaii


3. Three impressions of her?

-cute+caring+kind


4. If she become eur enemy, euu will?

-hell no man, i cherish her, she won't be my enemy de..


5. Wat will euu say to the person euu like very much?

-wtf. say before liao, but nth happen.. so no nid to tell..


6. Characteristic i hate abt myself?

-xiao qi, ba dao, wu li qu nao, bu jiang li... tats wat alvin say me..


7. Characteristic i lyk abt myself?

-talk alot and friendly. hees


8. For the person whom euu hate?

-wtf hell euu are!!! [haas]


9. Wat do ppl feel abt euu?

-not too sure, but heard before is funny ba...


10. Eur crush...

-ermmmm... hmmmm.


11. Pass tis to 10 person..

1 .jaselym

2. jenise

3. jennifer

4. yue ting

5. jing ting
6. su qi

7. blank

8. blank

9. blank

10. blank


12. If 5 and 7 were together?

-wtf.. cannot be..


13. Who dose 5 lyk?

-i dunno.. =_=


14. wat colour does 3 lyk?

-black


15.say someting abt 8

-in my list dun hav 8..


16.. who is 2?

-jenise


17. tok abt 3.

-jennifer.. she is one of my sisterX184.. she is a nice lady..


18. who is 10 best friend..

-dunno..


19. who's the sexiest among all 10?

-jenise


20. wat colour does 4 lyk?

-dunno leis..


21. is 4 single?

-dunno leis.....


22. eur relationship wit 1?

-sisterX 184


23. are 5 and 6 best friend?

-nope, they duno each other.. haas.


24. 2's sur name?

-tiong


25. 7's nick name?

- hmmmmm..


26. say something to 1..

-i love ya.. haas..


27. say something to help 9..

-erm.. 9 dun need my help..


28. who does i admire?

- tat lady name jacintha, haas..


29. wher does 6 live?

-duno


30. ten of them noe who euu lyk?

-onli 1+2+3 noe...


31. say someting to 3 when euu see her..

-i love ya.. haas..


32. 10's spouse?
-?1?!?!?!???............


finally done tis quizzzzz... wtf.. haas..

每个人的故事都是在自己的眼泪中开始， 在别人的眼泪中结束。 两次眼泪之间的几十年是光芒万丈， 还是晦涩暗淡完全有你自己做主。。。

hafiz the shortie.. haas
ah song the second shortie..

pool..........

9 balls???!!!??

oh ya.. tats my new shoe..

nv post yesterday haas.. yesterday i reached the class abt 11am. then class end at 11.45..=.=..... then go my aunt house wait for her cm bk.. we go hospital together... after tat i went bk to woodlands meet alvin.. when i reach cwp. alvin msg me ask me to wait fr him, cuz his father ask him to do something.... then i wait lor.. i noe alvin will br very long.. so i msg hafiz and ah song to meet.. hafiz say ltr then meet us.. then ah song say ok.. he cum right now.. ah song cum before alvin... i totally wait for alvin 1hr 45min.. tis is the second tym i wait for him soooo long... the first tym is 2hr 10 min.. diaoz... im i stupid to wait for him.. think so ba.. when alvin reach le.. we go 369 eat;drink... we call hafiz again.. he say on the way meet us at 369.... after hafiz cum.. we go old woodlands play pool... abt 10pm liddat alvin gtg to vista point meet si xian... he looks fishy fishy all the day.. lyk got some thing keep on me.. nvm.. after he go... ah song cum tell me and say 'actually alvin stead wit si xian one week ago liao, he ask me not to tell eu'... wtf... why cannot tell me leis??? haas.. i tot he treat me as SOULMATE lor...!!! nvm den.. ah song say maybe alvin scare i heart broke.. wtf.. i oredi heart broke long ago man... wtf.. tats not real lor, scare i heart broke.. chey~~~ [then i rmb juz few days ago i msg alvin.. i ask him 'eu stead wit si xian laio rite'... then he say' can consider ba.. juz no progress lor'.. then i say' huh, then jenise hw??. then he say' ya jenise lyk onli i waiting.. then si xian say wanna try out, i say duno''.. ] wtf.. is not tat he scare i heart broke.. is he dun wan me to noe tat he is lying... wtf wtf wtf!!! angry,, nv tell me the truth.. ok im waiting for him face to face tell me... see he can lie to me how long.. tats all for today... wtf..

tats me..
tats my sis...

hospital view..

STRAYKER bed..

my mom's hand..

mu mom..

today nv go sch again... haiz.... went to hospital wit my sis... my mom better le. but still pain na.. her hand gana poke repeat and repeat wit the 针.. cuz they cannot find my mom's vain[is it liddat spell?].. her 伤口 dam big... see liao heart pain... she pain till keep press the pain killer.. haiz... some more she got a bit fever.. aiyo... tats all..

while in car..
wat she doing??? rebonding la..

sharon the mummy!! tummy grow bigger and bigger liao..

hwee lin

take zi keng photo while he saying 'FU*K'

ah qiang wear dong mei's spect...

today woke up late.. whent sch late.. 9am lesson, i go on 10am.. haas. when reach ther oredi break tym le.. walk half way to class, pin hwee call me ask me to go canteen[break tym].. then have a drink. after tat they wanna go play soccer.. diaoz... then i follow lor.. the sun is dam sh*t, the weather is dam f*ck... 太阳是免费的，太阳屏命的照!!! onli can wait them play finish then go up class together... haas.. having western food after sch... then go up my aunt house wait for my 'lao bei' cum fetch me go hospital visit my mom.. when i reach ther, my mom woke up le.. then she very weak. can't tok much.. but she say very 辛苦。 she say '很辛苦，很痛，早知道就不要开了。then i 忍不住, heart pain[crying]... stop here. bb ppl..

我觉得人与人都是缘分，缘分一旦完了。再怎么强求都是无济于事。 那只会让别人觉得是个笑话。。。

today nv go sch... skip lesson... went out wit jasmine and her cussie.. jasmine wanna go rebond her hair.. haas. then we meet cwp first.. we go walk walk. buy chicken chop frm nite market to eat.. im finding smelly toufu to try it out. but can't fine le.. haas. then go buy bubber tea to dring.. haas. long tym nv lyk tat eat and drink le..



we go amk[jasmine wanna rebond].. the place recommend by jocelyn.. we dunno hw to ge, haas. the we phone jocelyk hw to walk ther.. the salon near amk hub. blk 437 Short Cut Salon.. haas.. then we walk past our ex-job place. we saw vivian and may[the 2 old b*tch].. haas.. both of them lyk act nv saw us.. but they did saw us.. aiya hack care la.. who wanna see both of them.. see them our eye nidda go for operation liao. OMG. >.<..... reach the Short Cut Salon le... jasmine start to rebond liao.. their skill not bad... gd then other salon...



[nw is the tym to change 'HIM' back to his name le.. HIM=alvin and change 'xx xxxx' to her name le.. xx xxxx=si xian]

while waiting for jasmine, alvin msg me ask wher am i and wanna meet anot. then i say i at amk, i anything de.. then he reply ok wait for me at ther i go find euu.. then i say ok lor.. jasmine got her cussie accompany her.. then i go meet alvin when he reached.. he come wit ah yup... haas. happy to saw ah yup come.. haas.. we go walk walk, then alvin wanna buy shirt, polo tee and pants.. the size;colour i help him see;choosen de leis.. haas.. clever leis~~ i tell him should take wat colour more suit him, then he jiu take wat colour leis haas.. then he tell me my taste diffrent wit si xian.. after buying, we go for a rest and drink.. then jiu take mrt go bk woodlands.. i go bk home, he go vista find si xian.. tats all for today.. bb ppl..

hii ppl yst nv post anything ah.. haas.. hmmm yst morning rot at home again.. haas. abt 3pm hafiz suddenly msg me. he ask me i dun wan my home door key liao izzit. haas. cuz tat tym go out wit him then i put my key and lighter in his bag. then when go home forget to take. haas. then i reply him i wan i wan.. so i meet him 6pm at my house here.. he say ok.. i ask ah song along oso. is around 6pm le. i msg hafiz and ah song.. hafiz say going to go out le. ah song say still working. 7.30pm then can reach.. k lo then i tell hafiz 7.30 then meet. 7.30pm le. they reach le.. ah song drive here. then he ask us wanna go play pool!! then i say euu wear till lyk go jogging[he wear t-shirt, a very short pants;slipper] then i wear till lyk go sleeping[i wear big t-shirt, home pants, slipper;nevermake-up],, really wan go play pool mehx? then he say ok lor..[ah song and hafiz oweis listen to me wan. haas.. jk]... since ah song driving then i ask him go some where lehx.. then he say wanna go find sharon.. then i msg sharon ask her at where. she say at admiralty.. wow so near. at first i tot she at her lao gong house[boon lay]... then ah song drive to near her house car park.. no parking place.. full liao=.=. he then drive till lever 5, lucky got one lorry go out. then ah song park there. sharon come down find us[her baby 5 mth le..].. we ate mac for dinner. after tat wanna send her home. then hafiz say msg HIM to meet HIM. then i msg lo. i ask HIM at where. HE say at vista[confirm wit xx xxxx de]. then i say we go fetch eu.. we go boon lay.. HE say ok.. then we go vista fetch HIM lo.. after tat i dunno wat ah song doing. he not sure the way to boon lay, then need HIM to guide ah song.. haas. ah song dunno why can drive till PIE then tampinise, changi then bedok. haas. lucky got HIM guide ah song.. if not sharon no need go home liao.. haas.



now is 11.21am le.. juz now im sleeping, my mom wake me up, she give me a ang pao.. she say is for my b'day de[27 nov].. cuz when my b'day tat day. she inside the hospital for operation.. she nidda stay at ther 2 weeks after her operation. she prepare hao first.. the doctor say is a big operation.. her tummy nidda open a L shape. OMG.. im so worrie..today my father send her to the hospital.. tat day i went to temple wit HIM and HIS parent.. i got pray for my mom.. pray for everything alright..



tat all for yst post.. wanna go bath and go sch le.. bb ppl..

他是我之前的梦，那个梦很华丽，却不真实。现在梦醒了。 清楚自己做了那么久又如此傻的梦。还信它是真的。



boring today.. hmmm. yst midnite freddie ask me dare to play ghost game anot. haas.. the he gave me the webside to play. www.hotel626.com. the game onli can play 6pm to 6am nia. haas. think is follow by the computer clock ba. change the tym jiu can play le.. haas. not bad nice and scary game. haas..



yst midnite oso.. he msg me ask me today wanna go cycling anot. actually im free today. rot at home.. but i ask him who going? he tell me xx xxxx going. then i bluff him say tat i not free today. im going out wit a hong youngqiang they all. hmmm. i not really wan to bluff him de. im juz trying not to meet him everyday.. but i dun wanna lost a friend lyk him.. some more im trying to 放弃对他的爱. if keep seeing him wit other gal so good, i think i will not 看开一点吧.. so hey EUU 如果你发现道，请你谅解我好吗？



Rot at home. nth to do. so go edit my blogskin and tis;tat. hmmm. i start watching a 台湾偶像据. name is 不良笑花. rainie yang and wilber pan 演的. not bad quite nice.. haas. ppl euu all can go watch too. chat wit hui shan now.. long tym never tok to her le. haas. tats all for tody. gonna run liao. bb ppl..

today morning HE msg me ask me wanna meet anot. HE say HE going to HIS bro place wit HIS sis near my house ther.. then HIS sis go out wit her bf.. so HE ask me wanna meet anot.. then i say anytin lo..


so i went to sch for class.. Mr Cham gave the theory test result to us.. wow~~ my theory test first tym pass leis~~ not bad ah.. haas. but onli 60 marks.. hees.. better then nth rite ppl.? ^^"


went home after class.. dam early reach home.. sianz nth to do at hm.. having my lunch after bath. then i realize i have to meet HIM. i rmb tat he say wait for HIS sms then i go meet HIM. i wait and wait and wait, oredy 4pm liaoz.. why HE nv sms me.. izzit HE go meet xx xxxx or HE haven done yet or HE forget..?? then i msg HIM say eu cumming? if not i wanna go afternoon lala land liao. HE reply oh nvm lo euu go sleep lo.. actually im tryin to seldom meet HIM.. but still can't let go so easy leis.. nw better liao, will not feel wanna meet HIM everyday;everytym.. haas.. slowly slowly lai[man man lai] ^^


yst play audition wit Jennifer and aiiaii. haas. first tym play wit aiiaii. not bad leis.. haas. aiiaii love ya oways..^^


其实我们的生活中就是一个又一个的梦。 有时候我们沉溺在梦里面不愿意醒来。 我们在梦里哭了，笑了，难过了，开心了，当梦醒了。 我们又开始了另外一个梦。 那些不愿从梦里走出来的人， 就留在永远的回忆里。

haas. today can't wake up for PE lesson and morning lesson.. wake up in the 12 noon.. then go for Mr Cham lesson.. i wear slipper to sch. cuz ytd raining ma, my sch shoe wet and smelly[my shoe will get smelly if its wet]... very 'ma fan' need to wash again and again.. i told my mom i wanna wear slipper to sch. she ask why, then i tell her lor.. then she say cannot everytym liddat wear slipper to sch if raining.. then i say 'bo bian ma' . she then give me money to go buy new shoe.. haas. happy leis.. no need wash 2 tyms in 1 week le.. haas. ^^
went home quite early today. not use to it. cuz nv meet frenz.. haas.



最痛的痛是原谅，最黑的黑是背叛。可是你却让我体会到，在最黑的黑暗里有着最痛的心痛。其实背叛的背后并不是原谅。。。

~SCHOOL TYM~

haiz.. today class start at 9am.. but in the end woke up LATE=_=... woke up at 8.30 am.. then faster bath, brush teeth, change uniform and make up... then 'ah qiang' msg me ask me at wher liao.. then i say at my house ther waiting for bus. then he say he wait for me at sch outside bus stop... is a 1 hour travel, he wanna wait. anyway thanks. then i say okay.. after tat when i alight the bus stop, i saw 6 of my classmates [included 'ahqiang'] [not 'ah hong' 'ah hui' they all].. i asked them "why euu all sit at here?" they say "waitin for euu lor". haas. they saw 'ah qiang' sitting at the bus stop alone, then ask him waiting for who. he say waiting for me.. then one by one sit ther together wait for me. haas.. glad to have them be my classmates.. thanks for stepping in my life..^^ luv ya all CM1A...<33>

~AFTER SCH~

today i went to temple wit HIM and HIS parent. is at sembawang there. HIS parent dam cute lor. haas.. HIS father v nice to me too.. HIS father ask me to 'bai bai', then HIS father gave me a 'bao shen fu' tat he prayed... hmmm tats all for today..^^ bo things to say liao ^^"

AHHHHH...... today smoking near back stairs[grass] there. im making fun of my classmate. while walking towards him, i stepped on something sounds lyk shell "crackkkk~~" haas. then i tell them i stepped on something got "crackkk~" sound..
after they look at the thing i point to them, they say is a SMALL SNAIL!!!! OMG!! so sorry to the snail >.<" im not purposely anyway ^^".. hees.. they somemore joking to ask me dig one small hole to bury it.. dotzzz.. and light three sticks of cigg to respect it.. lolz.. lame sh*t..
then while walking towards classroom [still at grass place] i saw something shape weird, i took a closer look>>> OMG!! a dead frog =_=!!... haas... saw two dead animal in a day huh...


reach classroom le, we [ah hong, ah hao, ah qiang, ah hui, ah keng and me] fighting for computers to play CS[counter strike], wahhas. long tym nv play CS le worx~~....


after school while take bus to CWP, i msg HIM, ask Him at where and wanna meet up. HE said " i at cwp, maybe later ba." then i tot he busy or wat, ok lor meet ltr. when i reach cwp, i go up find jasmine, cuz is her b'day today.. she told me tat she saw HIM and S* XI*N shopping.. why not HE juz told me HE is wit S* XI*N... haizz... i dun wanna say anymore le.. tats all for today... take care everyone..^^

不可能是发觉潜能，

不是永远。

不可能是誓言，

而是勇气。

如果花朵代表音符，

我愿为你唱一首

长长的赞歌。

宁愿你过得比我好。

hafiz butt@.@
hey hui fang##

purple face!!??

opps!! whos sleeping??

Boring man*.*

sometyms muz be zi lian XD

Crazy women!!

thinking of who ??

really can i ??

当清晨的风,

刮起第一粒沙时,

整个世界,

就像电视画面一样,

不自然的 扭动了一下,

随即回到正常,

风依旧吹 云依旧飞,

天蒙蒙的亮了起来,

但我都隐约的感觉到,

这已经不再是原来的

那个世界了。。。


IF eu Feel my love...

Nobody understand me!!
The one who noe me well, is a normal fren..



when i feel wanna tell my 公主们 they onli gib me one feeling~


大公主: she had alot alot of stress & 心事, so i never tell her more to stress her more..

二公主: she looks lyk dun have our sisterX 184's heart.. how im i going to tell her..

三公主: she got alot of homeworks, project, dance and jobs to do. she dun have tym to give me. to her, maybe it juz an abandon topic..

四公主: she dun understand wat i mean after telling her. i ask her do she understand wat i mean. she will answer me 'not really, understand some, maybe and dun noe..

小公主: she will stop wat i say and keep saying her own thing and tell me not to think so much..


And i juz wan a good listener and noe how i feel... the person is hafiz... he noes me well.. he feel wat i feel.. anyway thanks SisterX 184 and hafiz....